I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real But pain really hurts and its really how I feel Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears I hear your voice, and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand

You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand So many promises you made, and more of them broken Lost and confused, feels like I'm choking A lot of things I did not say Now I can't find my way

I feel like a boomerang, you throw me but not only that Every time you throw me, I always seem to come back Back to you, back to pain Nothing has changed your still the same

I can not start over because I don't know where to start I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you Because now I am so lost, I wish you were lost without me to